I have her back!

I have my darling, pleasant daughter back! Tonight we did our exercises late, it could have been a disaster, but it was a breeze. We didn't do as much belly crawling as usual, but that was because she doing such an amazing job of doing it so well. She again asked if we were going to do the fetals, so I laid her ontop of me and we did ONE together. She was willing to do more but I knew better than to try that. I took a big risk adding it in, but since she was expecting it, or rather probably making sure we weren't going to do it, I thought I would try one. We finished and I asked her for a big hug. She willingly gave me one, and I kept her there for as long as I could. We hugged tightly again, and we shared kisses. I told her I loved her and she said she loved me too. It was a huge success today. She has been in an extra good mood since finishing. I spoke with Bette today and I feel so much better. On the other hand, I have some horrible news about something that happened at school. The OT and teacher spoke and it seems that they have forgotten all I told them in the beginning about sensory integration disorder. They have been treating her just like any kid and that her behavior is all under her control. Hopefully too much damage hasn't been done and we can end the year on a good note. It's always such a risk to allow others to be with your child. My older 3 children were pretty shy, and I felt it was a risk with them. One of my kid's 3rd grade teachers was mentally abusive to my poor little girl. They were vulnerable, but my littlest is the most vulnerable. If I have time and don't ruin my keyboard with my tears while trying to write about it, I will attempt to tell the story. Right now, the school system is trying to coerce me to start S in kindergarten in the fall. Let's see, a child who isn't completely potty trained and doensn't eat in school all day by herself? Even after knowing that, they still suggested it as a good idea. Are they insane? I mean, really?!?!?