Looking Back

I'm starting to relax a little about the future. Everything was so uncertain for so long. Although I always expected things to be resolved, there were many times that I was discouraged and thinking everything would NOT be okay someday. I am grateful that I allowed myself to enjoy her while worrying about her. I am amazed at how caught up I got in doing our NR routine everyday that I didn't notice how many things changed. I think much of it had to do with it being summer and the lack of any structure. Today I added ....and beyond to the blog title because there is actually going to be a beyond! I never expected this emotional component, this is going to be tough too. I'll take it though and not complain. S is still asking each and every day if she has an appointment. She also said she liked the cranial sacral and wanted to go back(when I described the person to her, she doesn't know CS by name). So I'm thrilled there is actually an appt that she doesn't mind going to.