Wednesday

Our NR program is wearing me out. Thank God she only goes a half a day, I spend at least 2 hours getting her to do her NR. She is processing a lot of emotions during this time, so I really need to give her the time. I think she is having a memory of her early life. Another disturbing one which may explain a lot of her anxiety. The picture of her early life is getting worse and worse, I don't think it was very good. I am really hoping that these are just a couple of events that had a lasting impact instead of an ongoing situation. I think I am going to need more help to process this than she will. So far, nothing bad has come out about her nanny. For that I am grateful, because I think she is going to want to have a relationship with her one day. We just found out our cranial sacral therapist isn't available for several months. Insurance covers the CS person, but not the massage therapist that he recommended using until he could see her. It is taking all I have to keep up with all of this.