Monday

We waited to do our NR today and paid the price. Most went well, but we had lots of delays and resistance. A horribly shocking thing happened today. Her sister was in the room to help, but S didn't cooperate. So I was talking to her sister and she was playing with my hand and putting it over her face. Then, the unexpected happened...she took my hand and hit her face with it. Of course I reacted horribly to it, which I shouldn't have done. She then said she wanted me to hit her and I told her again that I don't ever hit her or hurt her. She got over it pretty quickly, but it was upsetting for me. I'm not sure if I mentioned this before but we have a phone consult with an attachment therapist. I'm pretty sure she would say to not react if this happens again, and I'm not sure how long it will take me to do that. I've been on the internet and phone again about our ongoing earwax problem. I made her an appt with another ENT who seems a little more accomodating. It's looking more and more like surgery is inevitable. I don't want to have to do that.